Oh MY

Here we go again!  Three children 3 and under should be EASY, Right?  Right?????  Lord help us all! 

I must say that finding out this time around was so much fun!  Finding out about Emerson was thrilling, of course, but there's so much unknown with a first baby.  With Jax, it was definitely less of a big deal, and part of me was even a little worried about what it would be like to add another sibling.  With this bun in the oven, I'm ecstatic!  I'm sure it's because I know what a true person I'm carrying right now and how much joy another baby will bring to our family.  But also I'm just feeling a sense that this one will complete us.  We'll see.  Stranger things have happened. 

We haven't told the kids yet... well, I guess technically Emerson is the only one that would even be able to understand.  Jax would just yell 'BALL!' or give us his war face.  Which, now that I think about it, would probably be indicative of his true feelings about not being the baby anymore. 

Sweet baby Van, I love you so much already!  Even though you are the size of a poppy seed, you are being prayed for and thought of constantly.  You be a good little boy/girl and don't make Momma sick, okay?